i need to abstain from eating too much.
the thought of ballooning is scaring me.
but i cant seem to stop eating.
AAH!
lucien and his never mind lah just eat.
blah):

i need to save to replace my stolen ipod.
well. and lose weight.
and stop myself from going online shopping.
all of whch is so NOT happening.

isn't it just great.
i thrashed the friendship.
tough frankly i dont get why its my fault?
true, i was completely tactless in handling the whole situation.
but why push all the blame on me?
i seriously dont believe its entirely my fault.
and im not exactly happy about it as well.

ok i shall try thinking happy thoughts.
right.
the only thing that i can think of is my lack of confidence.
little wonder why iggy is mad with me.
blah.
im mad at myself.

sheesh.
when?
never?
8:07 PM
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