sarah and yati are sick minded perverts.
who apparently like groping me.
gross lah.

and naTONG.
RELAX LAH.
dadeedum.(:

i went to school this morning with horrible swollen/puffy eyes.
should i thank you for that?
YOU let loose my floodgates.
something i had sealed shut with superglue.

you bloody fucking asshole.
thanks for making me useless.
stupid, redundant and a complete piece of shit.
its no big deal.
thk does that.
etan does that as well.
you're just jumping on the bandwagon.

i dunno.
i shouldn't be crying.
after all.
why should i care.
come to think of it.
why did i spend the whole of last night and today crying.

what you said cut.
deep.
maybe you dont know.
or dont care.
but youknowwhat you fucker,
i care.

maybe i should thank you for that?
dont they say that a parent knows best?
so thankyou dad.
for never failing to see me,
for the person i will never be.
and never seeing me,
for the person i really am.
you rock dad.

thanks for doing endless comparison.
you never seem to know the difference huh?
oh and mum as well.
you guys brighten up my day.
what can i say?

oh yeah.
thanks for making me so dammit envious of my own siblings.
you really are talented people youknowthat?
and most of all.
thanks for bringing me out in this world.

ironically,
i wish you never did.
life's a bitch.
and you hammered in the final nails.
how smart.

its funny how you guys haven't comprehended the reason why i never like home,
why i never like being around this family.
are you just dense?
or living in self-denial?
or am i just really insignificant?
10:00 PM
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