and all she sees are the imperfections.
every little speck, so clear in the mirror.
the red lines are a symbol for her pain.
she remembered sarahteh saying the previous ones were messy.
and she took great care to ensure the new ones were neat.
so now they look like caterpillar buns.

all she's left with is her eeyore.
the second thing that can never hurt her.
'cause she doesn't know anymore.
the only thing keeping her company is the pain.
and her beloved eeyore.

the fake smiles are making her jaws ache.
the laughter is wearing her down.
she's struggling to appear happy,
amongst a myriad of emotions.
she feels lost among the crowd.
she doesnt know what she's doing.

and when they ignore her,
the pain is intensified.
yet she keeps trying to shrug it off.
pretending she's perfectly alright.

but if you turn your back on me now
when i need you most
but you chose to let me down
wont you think about what you're about to do to me
and back down
10:24 PM
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