and what we do is justified.
it gives an adrenaline rush.
this feeling of pure bliss.

and yes, i wont stop.
'cause its the one thing that im in control of now.
and it makes me happy,
especially when its being done.
yes, its ugly.
i can see that clearly.

what nobody sees,
is my motivation for doing so.
what they dont understand at all.
if im happy with my life the way it is now.
accept it ok.
and stop trying.
you'll never succeed.
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