and yes it hurt bad.
but then again, its not important anyway.
it never is.

im sorry nat.
i made a huge mistake.
me and ___.
cant.
i have no idea what i was doing then.
similiarly, i dont know what i want now.
im sorry.
i feel like a complete bitch for that.

nothing is but what is not.

everything's a blur.
what was certain then,
sure as hell ain't now.

sure im fine.
just give me my daily dose of caterpillar bun.
lyy was right.
why whine that its fading.
when it'll be back the next day.

and they looked through me.
like im invisible.
is this some telepathy kinda thing.
maybe it is.
and its shit that has to happen,
that makes me fully understand what lyy went through.

somebody help me through this nightmare
i cant control myself
somebody wake me from this nightmare
i cant escape this hell
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