an old lady at the home died.
i shouldn't be surprised, but i am.
and quite affected by it.

i guess i was still living in my own naive world.
i never expected anybody from the home to die.
i had this crazy thought that they will live till way old.
i knew most of them were sick, and they were really old.
but i guess it was 'cause the sisters were there.
i thought they would be fine with the sisters looking after them.

i was so afraid grace was the one.
she's still strong, thank god.
its stupid,
but i feel like screaming at the Lord.
why did He take her away?
very dumb.
considering she's probably happier next to Him.
but still.
its not fair.
life really is short.
and death is so sudden and unexpected.
and it hits when you least expect it.
and when it hits, it hits hard.

i feel like visiting my grandparents at the columbarium tmr.
i barely rmb them but oh well.
9:45 PM
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