excess is what i look forward to now.
the only highlight in shitty weeks.
acts29 somehow has become kinda like a torture.
'cause there's someone there.
i still can't figure out what went wrong with me.
i must have been blind, deaf and dumb.
i'm glad i finally woke up,
even if it took quite a long while.

edward and i were enjoying scaring nat and celesther.
trading ghost stories at the coffeeshop, till the whole group joined.
melvin's one was just damn lame lah.
"i looked down and i saw... pikachu!" wth man.
but seriously i want to try.
walking around the whitley area at night.
and i just realise edward's mostly high whenever he sees stuff.
dadeedum.
nothing's gonna spoil my night today.
no cryingmyselftosleep.
no searching for my b.
i'm always happy after excess.

maybe one day,
i can finally tell the group during testimonies that i used to that.
key word being used.

i really wonder sometimes why.
though it's so common i'm starting to not care anymore.
i'm just plain curious though.
why people always avoid me like the plague.
maybe you can give me the answer.
i mean you should know.
you're doing it right now.
11:53 PM
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