i remember asking myself not so long ago,
why i was never happy,
why i let them affect me that much,
why i was so bent on scarring myself.

i haven't been asking myself those questions for a long long time.
and i'm glad. really i am.
i'm over them.
really, truly, seriously.
and i'm proud of myself.

i've been so damn happy the past week.
the only dull spot was monday.
that had been bad, very damn bad.
but i bounced back.
thanks to melvin and edward.
i cheered up after awhile.

celesther just made me realise something.
damn man, i've spending practically everyday with edward.
shit, haha.
i've been walking and walking and walking.
maybe i'll grow fitter? haha.

and i really should practice later.
or i'm gonna grow very rusty.

nick and chris are going over to edward's house at 10.
with 12 cans of beer.
yeah, i agree, they're out to tempt you man.
but oh well, just tell me if you drink.
so i can finish my design.(:
9:20 PM
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