i suggest we learn to love ourselves,
before it's made illegal.

floating in this cosmic jacuzzi
we are like frogs oblivious
to the water starting to boil
no one flinches
we all float face down

dad agreed to pay for a bit of my puma bag.
if i'm nice and beg and whine a lot,
he might pay it in full and then i can get it by this week.

i've decided to sleep at dad's office. alone.
without letting bamboostick know,
'cause he would never leave me there alone.
and then he would get into trouble.
blah.

i'll probably scare myself to death alone in the office.
i've already scared myself there before, alone.
and then that would be alone,
after walking around bishan at about 1,2plus.
i swear i have nothing better to do.
i'll probably be too scared to move.

if only the lights would dim a little
i'm weary of eyes on my scars

i've had enough of the world
and it's people's mindless games

it's fun to just pick a random letter and find a random band.
at least it leaves me something to do.
instead of stoning.
and then thinking way too much again.

what the fuck is ladylike,
if ladies like to do what the fuck they like.
11:11 PM
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