my phone's spoiled.
i'm gonna whine already.
all thanks to a huge pail of water.
oh bloody hell.

eXcess rocked a ton.
pity i started mood swinging though.
i kept wanting to look for a blade.
i looked down at the star.
and that new lone scar.
and damn, i wanted more.
i wanted so much more.

i know i don't need it at all.
we established that already edward.
i know it's really not necessary in my life now.
but i still crave it.
i still want it back.
and yet, i really don't need it.
damn man.

eugene's scaring me.
i thought it was just a phase.
like this whole, man, i wanna be like tommy lee.
so i shall do drugs and all.
but now, i really don't know.
man, please don't do anything dumb eugene.

i wrote a lot today.
normally it means i'm upset.
this time, i don't know man.
i like to write.
but i mostly write stuff that gets me way down.

i want to carve properly.
but i made a promise.
to three different people.
no drugs for eugene.
no alcohol for edward until next wed.
and just no for melvin.
11:31 PM
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