this is weird.
i never thought i would be sitting in front of my computer,
having a discussion with edward of all people,
on a bible passage of all things.
he made me pick up a bible out of excess and acts29.
sweet.
and i made him do the same, haha.

we keep helping each other out now.
haha, good influences?
man, i don't know.
it's not exactly good, but not bad either.
and there's no point complicating my mind.
let's keep it simple.
we're helping each other.
end of story.

and i'm happy still.
hopefully it'll last.
edward's damn nice though.
"i can drink with you. i can get it anytime, you can have a drinking companion. i won't get drunk so in case you're gone i can help you." edward.
i think that's sweet.
thanks man.
for many things.

we're flipping through the bible now.
haha, thanks for making me read my bible.
i've come to this realisation that sirach is a very good book.
it contains the most useful passages.
it's gonna be my favourite book.
and this is fun.
having a bible discussion online.
haha.

i'm happy.
i'm over you, thankfully.
i've found a new and better meaning to this life.
i still want to cut, for the pain.
but i'm a lot happier.
i'm grinning now actually.

and yes, i agree.
its that real happiness theory edward came up with.
"even smiles can't represent it."
i'm proud of me.
very proud.
thankyou so much edward chia.
i feel like sprouting a billion thankyous.

and yes, you're important to me too, in a way.(:
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