i don't feel anything,
isn't that amazing.
i don't want everything,
just a little bit of nothing.

am i happy?
good question, i don't know.
i know that hanging out with edward everyday makes me happy.
chilling with nick and mel cracks me up.
and h2o every week leaves me with a smile.
but i don't know.
ah well, no point troubling over it i guess.

i'm laughing more now.
hell, iggy's not gonna have a chance to ask why i look sad.
so it's probably for a good thing.

had bio paper just now.
unfortunately, you can't crap for science.
do that, and just ready yourself to fail.
which is what i'm doing now actually.

lit was nicer.
it's the one paper i'm satisfied with.
i had all of one quote, but for the first time,
i actually knew what i was writing.
i wasn't frantically scribbling nonsense while racing against time.
i actually planned out what i was going to write,
and could even sit there and happily write slowly.
so even if i don't get a satisfactory mark,
i wrote what i could, and i liked my answer.
for that alone, i'm happy.

went to edward's house again.
man, eugene didn't know i was there.
what the hell lah, i stayed for more than 4 hours.
but then again, i was sleeping in edward's room,
and i didn't even go out.
so yeah, i guess, maybe.

and to try to get me to study for amaths tmr,
edward's buying me nose studs if i pass at least 3 subs and advance.
haha, i want the studs badly.
but i hate studying.
-whines.
man, he's a huge idiot lah.
heh.

yes i love you cindychiaxinyu.
you know that don't you.
haha.

i finally bought my red bull.
massive cramming tonight?
i wanted to get food as well,
only i couldn't find the cereal.
blah, oh well.

oh wait, bass tmr.
and i only practiced once.
damn, so maybe study then practice.
or just practice the whole night, heh.
i really really hate amaths.

hmmm baileys'
thanks a lot for sparking my interest in it lah.
i don't care, if you get a bottle,
i insist on trying some.
HEH.(:
and no, you're not really corrupting me.
i choose what to do.
myself.
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