i guess i've pretty much figured out why they're suddenly talking to me.
one word, graduation.
all i can say is thanks a lot.

but youknowwhat forget it man.
i've got better friends now.
people who actually care so much more for me.

i'm finally done with exams, i realise.
yay? but ah well, i'm happy.
and i celebrated fittingly today.
well kinda, it's not over yet.

went for breakfast with edward after my paper.
then stoned at his house.
we tried to sleep lah, but there were so many distractions.
we fooled around in the end.
and really, i don't care anymore what anyone else thinks.

eugene's band was there in the afternoon to jam.
and celesther came over too.
jogging was dumb lah.
we were real fools to jog at 3 in the afternoon.
nobody was in the mood man.
ah well, we'll be jogging again on wednesday,
then i'll be at the street soccer court watching them.

and fuck, i'm ready to start cursing.
ivy's vendetta is performing on the 5th of dec.
bloody fuck man.
i'm flying off for mission on that day.
what the hell.
this is so damn screwed up lah.
eeyer.

i watched stay alive with edward and nick.
bloody hell, i was crazy to suggest watching it.
the plot was dumb as hell,
but i was scared by the graphics.
and i acted like a total wimp.
but hey, it was fun.
and we're gonna do it again for the grudge.
provided its freaking pg, which i highly doubt man.
aah.
looking at nick watch a movie,
it's hard to figure out if he's stoning or watching.
his expression never changes.
or maybe i'm just too busy covering my face.
heh.

thankyou for doing everything i prayed you wouldn't do.
thankyou for lying with me on your bed.
thankyou for the hugs.
thankyou for the support.
thankyou for holding my hand.
thankyou for the advice.
thankyou for giving me the best time of my life.

i love hanging out with edward and nick.
the downside is that i'm the baby of the group.
but whatever lah, what matters is that i'm having fun.
and really, i am man.
they may have started me on drinking.
they may have taught me the wrong stuff.
but they are my pillars of support and strength.
and really, i'd do anything for them.
and i'd give up a ton for them.

which also means if this saturday's rope obs thing is gonna drag,
i'm really leaving early man.
'cause it's their confirmation this sat.
i forced edward to wear a dumb watch,
and do a jack sparrow imitation to the priest.
hell yeah, i'm going for the mass.
besides, joshua, aloy, chris will be getting confirmed too.
and excess will be there.(:

we talked about it, and came up with this conclusion.
it's no longer an excess problem.
rather, my parents have a problem with edward.
to put it simply, they do not like him.
not at all.
but really, it doesn't matter.
'cause they're not the ones who hang out with him.
i'm the one.
and i love edward chia.
he's the idiot whom i'll miss for sure in payatas.
ah well.

i need you more than life itself.
and you bring me more meaning than anything else.
my life revolves around you.
i'd do anything.
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