i still do, but i've learnt to get over it.
it's the final goodbye today.
to both of you.
bye, for good.
and it really won't matter anymore.
'cause you'll be gone.

maybe next time i'll ponder over such memories,
and wonder where i went wrong.
maybe i'll miss those days we shared.
maybe i'll wonder how you're doing.
but one thing's for sure,
i won't regret cutting myself away from you.

i'm still mad at you, maybe.
hell, i don't know.
i just can't seem to stay angry at you.
all the same, i really do wish you're happy finally.
and i do want you to have a good life,
and i don't care how cliche it sounds man.

you really meant something to me at one point in my life.
and you pretty much made a difference in it.
though frankly, most of it was bad.
but hey, at least you took away my naivety.
for that thankyou.
for everything else, i have nothing better to say.

and though it hurts me still.
i know we're always gonna walk around and treat each other like strangers.
i really doubt i'll ever talk to you again as well.
and since you're never gonna read this,
i don't know why i bother writing this here.
ah wells, all the same.
goodbye.
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