it doesn't hurt at all.
it's not supposed to be like that.
it's supposed to hurt, why doesn't it?
why the fuck doesn't it hurt at all?

what's the fucking point if i'm not going to be able to feel a damn thing?
it defeats the purpose, completely.
it leaves me with nothing left then.
i'll be all alone then, with nothing to support me.

i don't know, i don't know, i don't know.
i only know it's coagulating.
it won't come out again.
it won't take away the pain now.
and it's not fucking fair.
why must you take away my only resort?
why must you take away my only support left?

When they cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up,
Cut cut cut cut cut they remember.
Cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up.
Cut you uppppppppp.

maybe it's not sharp enough?
or maybe i'm not using enough force?
fuck it, it won't listen.

why won't it listen?