i hope you know just how much we care for you,
i hope you understand that we're fucking frustrated for you,
i hope you see that you're killing us with your stupidity.
i hope you find what you're searching for.
in the meantime, i'll always be here for you, & so will they.
i love you tons babe, & i'll always try.

i'm sorry darling eugene.
it's just that trust is fucking hard for me.
but thankyou for being there always,
i love you too man.

you're leaving too soon,
i'm so afraid of being abandoned again,
i'm so scared of being alone,
& your promises just don't reassure me enough,
'cause i've fallen too many times,
it's getting way scarier.

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel, i'm scared to try man.
like c'mon, didn't i confide in edward,
& look at now,
how mel, how?
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