i may have other commitments or go around doing the craziest things,
but baby you'll always hold that special place in my heart,
& i care so much i don't want to see you hurt at all.

'cause you know, it's killing me watching you tear yourself up this way,
it's like watching eddy or nicky do something dumb & screw themselves,
only hon, you mean the most which fucking magnifies the pain.

i know it's a need, i know you're fucking hurt,
but please baby, stop killing yourself this way,
you're not doing anyone any favours,
& you're slowly but surely hurting everyone around you,
gary told you that for a reason,
i'm fucking sure it tears him up to watch you like that as well.

it's scary how i can always tell you and nat most things,
'cause we're all so fucking similiar it's damn freaky,
& i hate to admit but i'm afraid.

& you'll be leaving soon which always brings the tears back,
i'll miss you badly when you're gone,
& another pillar will just poof, up and disappear.
i need you actually, but i'll never tell you,
'cause there's so much you've got going on for you,
& it's crazy to waste your time.
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