it's so hard to believe in things that you can't see yourself,
see yourself.
behind the scene lies more than you can understand yourself,
stand yourself.

there's too little.
i don't like.
i can't feel it.
i don't like either.
i can't cry.
this sucks.
i can't smile.
fuck all this to hell.

it's become just swells once again.
screw this shit.

my bubble burst again.
so once again it's nothing but a dream.
a crazy insane nonsense.

i'm a prisoner of my mind.
well, according to tong.
and frankly i agree.
but too bad babe,
i don't wanna do anything about it.

& i'll fall to my knees in tears,
never knowing if i'm sad or hurt,
only sure that i can't take this shit.
12:26 AM
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