ok, i swear i didn't know it was a date,
and hell, i still don't believe it was.=/
you you you,
you irritate the hell out of me youknowthat?
stop telling me to do certain things,
then get all prissy at me for doing that,
and tell me i'm doing wrong.
no actually, i take it back.
blah, i just can't stay mad at you.
this is how pathetic you've reduced me to.
i doubt you actually know that you're the cause though.
i'd love to be over and done with you, really.
darlingstick was right ultimately.
it really is stupid to wait here at the sidelines.
but fuck it, i can't seem to move on.
it's been a crazy two days.
filled with things that have made me highly unhappy.
i miss best friend):
he may irritate the hell out of me sometimes,
but i'll be damned if he's not there whenever i need him.
eeyer, will you just hurry back bff?
i need you badly,
to chase away all the blues and make me smile.
you you you!
go to hell thankyouverymuch.
fuck, i should never have gone out today.
fuck fuck fuck.
oh sweet jesus, help me.
oh bloody hell, crappy hell.):
10:10 PM
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