& any mood that i might have is lost completely,
in a wonderful span of 1 minute.
& really, i fucking regret it now.
it's the second time i've played them up,
the second time i deprived myself of the chance to lose it all,
all for the sake of certain people who will never give a flying fuck at all.

sometimes i wonder if you're really a bitch?
& it's really getting so much harder for me not to hate all of you.
'cause you know, i'm getting tired of being at the receiving end of everything.

fuck this all,
i was stupid enough to give up so much of myself,
for nothing.

much as i detest admitting it,
iggy's right all over again,
& i'm the one who's been played for a fool once more.

perhaps, it's really time to leave now.
6:37 PM
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