but i just can't,
it's too hard to do.

iggy promised to ton with me this week,
it's never gonna materialise though.
he's probably forgotten all about it already frankly.

thankyouben.

it's supposed to be easy,
why isn't it though?
i went a few weeks without it already.
i no longer have the urge for it,
but y'know, i still miss it too much.
when problems pop up,
my first thought is to run for the haven or precious safety.

i walk with shadows,
the questions i will never say.

it's a simple concept really.
fuelled by anger that's slowly becoming hatred.
but it'll be disastrous if it turns to hatred,
so up pops the idea of talking,
but you see,
talking does no wonders,
neither does it perform any miracles.
so it's back to resorting to the old shut the fuck up treatment,
& maybe everything will be just alright.

escape the fate,
i like.(:
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