'cause you are to me, heaven.
& without you here, everything has lost it's colour.
i'm seeing the sights through dull, faded shades.
unable to comprehend nor converse,
the miles of silence and troubles separate us.
& i need you here for me so badly,
but we're both surrounded by oceans of mistrust.
hurt & pain begins the borders,
& helplessness builds on the walls.
redundancy controls the foundation,
a onemanship completes the stone.
pounding against the wall does no good.
rock is deaf and carries no sound,
& we're too blinded by desire to understand.
days long gone carry with them,
the longing to be back with you again,
& nostalgia is sure to wreck my life,
'cause you just don't care anymore,
it's just me once again,
pining for what i can't have at all.
hacking at the heartless cold cement,
i'm desperate for some form of comfort,
but you're too far gone,
away to your recurrent obsessions.
you turn your back on me once again,
& i'm left to sink to the floor,
alone and desolate, with nothing to carry on.
the question that lingers even now,
it's so simple, so straightforward,
i wonder if you'll even bother.
why, just why are you doing this to me?
d'you even care that you're pretty much tearing my life apart?
i need you, end of story.
but you're just gone far away.
seems to me it was nothing but a dream.
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