go on
you've kept me waiting
go on
and watch me as i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and so i fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as i stall
and wonder when i.. fall

work is hell boring, i don't like):

stick has finally settled that problem of her, i like.
YAY.
but there's still others.
which i'm willing to bet i won't bloody hear of until it's too late.
oh blah.

for once, i don't feel weighed down by anything,
& i guess it's a good thing.
unless i start thinking too much again.
maybe mel's right, i seem to want to remain sad.
but when i'm happy, there doesn't seem to be anything to do.
this is so damn annoying, BLAH.

YOU annoy me constantly.):
i don't like you laaaah.
why why why why why?
& damn i'm starting to sound like iggy.
it's all your stupid fault.
why why why why why,
are you such an influence on me?
huh huh huh huh huh?
eeyer, you dammit suck.

i can't believe how stupid this whole situation is.

a bottomless pit it is,
with crazy idle aliens floating around,
& singing carols with all their might,
pour the broth in,
& wrap it carefully with gauze,
'cause the bedbugs might come to fuck.
& that'd be simply a heavenly catastrophe.

ok, that made absolutely no sense.
12:48 AM
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