i'm back from camp, yay!
camp was hell, & i learnt my lesson.
never go to camp without sleeping the previous two days.
you'll just die.

i pretty much slept during debrief and received hell.
what made it nicer was that i almost collasped in the day 'cause i was just bloody shagged.

camp was just one big screw up though.
it irks me that we are so scared to scold/debrief/punish.
'cause we just don't know what will get us into trouble.
stupid new rules.
let's just scrape the cca, since it's redundant now.
cadets are just turning into pampered kids.

went out after camp, & crashed at eugene's house, hah.
i slept damn long already, but i still feel tired. wth.

i missed everybody like hell in camp.
yati and i were just writing rubbish in our notebooks.
i wonder how's her legs now?

so i fall,
i don't wanna feel this small,
you know i just can't handle this,
handle this at all,
and i'll just fall,
i let my heartbeat drop,

it's crazy how everything seems to repeat itself.
i'm scared that everything will be the same again.
if i were to fall again, will i be able to get up this time?
hell, i never managed to stand up completely after falling the past few times.
it's frightening though,
the idea of falling over and again with nothing to break my fall.
but then again, that's what always happens.

hello again ben, poor you cannot update.
HAHA.
dadeedum, while you're rotting away in camp,
i can do plenty of things now. heh.
i'll be seeing you later at the play, whee.
i missed you guys tons tons tons during camp.
& i'll get to smack you'll(:
buhbye.
11:34 AM
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