somedays all i do is watch the sky,

step one to going back,
i just realised,
i don't really give a flying fuck about you anymore,
by all means, do whatever the hell you want,
it's really none of my concern.
sure, i still get affected sometimes,
but hey, i'm caring lesser now.
i think that's good.

and YOU,
can't you just fucking apologise?
it's so easy.
ok maybe not, but still.

& we're nothing short of invincible.

oh and honestly,
they're not the core reason to why i wanna leave.
y'know the feeling of being left out?
well, it's something that i'm all too familiar with,
& damn, i had hoped that i wouldn't get to feel it here,
but that's really not the case.
& i find it completely useless to stay on if i feel left out,
i'll just be wasting my time.

it's my promise to you ben.
that's only why i'm bothering to try,
but really, i doubt it's gonna work much man.
i've never been able to adapt well,
despite what others may think.
i'll just give it to march, that's all i can give,
'cause honestly, i'm gonna burst soon.

planned perfection sought in my dreams.

emo is love, haha.
i shall end with something random.

oh i got a big candy from joel lye.
YAY.(:
i thought he was joking, oops.

i'm tired & annoyed,
i wonder when amanda will wake up.
10:47 AM
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