you just don't care anymore,

it's weeeeeeeeeeeeird,
i don't liiiiiiiiiike.
but wait, since when have i liked anything much?
AH WELLS.

yay, stick got me a present.
haha, ok i'm mean.
he always gets me stuff.
it's me who never gets him anything.
i'm sorry darling,
but you do know that you're very very dear to me right!
so if you ever feel upset,
i'll run there straight away,
ok sticky!

on the outside, i'm trying,
'cause inside, i'm dying

christmas shopping later!
i can't wait, haha
and i want my soccccccccccer back!
damn, sundays don't feel like sundays without soccer and pizza,
and saturdays don't feel like saturdays without movies.

ben's baaaaaaaaack.
YAY(:

i'm still wondering how they stick a surface bar through your skin,
i'm betting it's awfully painful,
but that's ok,
that's partly the reason behind my fetish for piercings.

she's spinning round and round, trying to forget,
she's gonna hurl soon, 'cause nobody understands,
& nobody wants to give a damn,
the silence stings & the pain of being ignored kills,
she curls into a ball again, knowing tonight's like every night.

*clinging to the side of sanity,
the last vestige of hope's stripped away,
the shit hits the fans,
and the voices start up once again,
"don't fall too deep," they cry,
"there's monsters in the waters"
but the help's been taken away,
so into those waiting jaws of the fallen,
it starts.*

he's in need of a miracle rescue,
he's always been alone,
fighting for his life on the streets,
he struggles to comprehend the meaning behind living,
as he forces the body to breathe and eat,
he wonders why no one ever cared.

*

forget them as usual,
they're just nobodies anyway.
retreat to your cosy comfy homes,
& ignore the ones who are so desperately in need,
the cycle of hell,
forget about breaking through to a new start,
the broken will remain broken.

*

once again, it makes no bloody sense.
AH WELLS,
maybe ben can twist it again.
haha.
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