hello, you're a jerk.
the biggest there ever is.
i hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

i'm upset,
i lost that happy feel already.

& i miss the feel of it.
the thrill from the process,
that feeling of liberation,
in short, i need it.
like the fish needs water.

yeah fucking cliche, i know.
but then again,
i'm in a very foul mood now.

there's this urge to cry badly,
over what, i really don't know.
everything seems damn fucking surreal.
i don't like at all.

i desperately need someone to rant at.
& i really need help.
but i don't wanna even begin to seek/ask.
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