i'm tired.):
i wanna sleep bad, but i'm still doing stupid homework.
& then i have to prepare spa file, & study for the tests.
i hate it.

i just dozed off while trying to figure out permutations.
the numbers are just screwing with my brain.
thankgod for friends who reply late & wake me up with my phone ringing.

oh fuck, i'm so not gonna last the bloody night.

thankyou ben!
spend a long long while praying over it ok!(:

i realise i'm at that horrible stage once again,
where i'm just filled with insecurity, doubt, self-loathing, desperation, disgust, lack of self-worth & self-esteem, you name it.
it's turning me into a very crazy moodswinging bitch.
& the changes are so abrupt as well.
BLAH):
11:33 PM
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