i spent a long time time thinking about what jeremy said.
i still believe it's extremely unfair that nonbelievers go to hell.
i really think that whether you go to heaven or not should depend on whether you've been a good person or not.
but then again, who am i to judge who goes to heaven or to hell?
i'm not god, nope, nowhere close.
i'm in no position to comment or judge.
so i guess that's i can do now.
move on, & perhaps speculate sometimes.

makes sense though, it's time i lived my life the way i want to.
sure, it's easy to say, but damn, really hard to do.
but then again, i really should just do the things that make me happy.
live life to the fullest i say, fuck the cliched part of it.
& really, start small.
'cause it's the small little things that actually make life awesome.
it's the little things that makes one happy.

for me, i guess it's good food.
good music, & the little little things like hugging eeyore, chilling with the bestest friends in the world, & just going through each day knowing i did something i wanted to, & i don't regret doing it, knowing that i didn't waste the day doing stuff that i hated.

currently, i'm very happy and very satisfied.
the plus is my friends are awesome shit.
thankyou for all the support, care & love for the past few days.
from uncle & granduncle's deaths, to stupid chinese o's.
you guys are my rock, & my pillar of strength.
thankyou.
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