i'd love to think that i'm finding life way more bearable now.
& of course, i'm proud that i've managed to control.
& i do hope that i'm complaining a lot less.
though really, i have serious doubts on that.

i skipped school again, ah wells.
i've been skipping like crazy.
though somehow even though i don't care about school,
despite my complains, i still feel obliged to the damn cca.

i believe there's always this point whereby you just stop and realise the need for change, & you actually do something about it & change.
for me, i guess i really need to change, but i can't seem to discipline myself enough to do anything about it.
so, here i go, complaining again.
there's my cue to shut up.

on a sidenote, i'm swearing lesser and lesser.
go, me!
8:28 AM
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