my ever loving Father,

i don't get it. why?
why the same damn family in one week?
why Lord, why?
why take away someone again?
they haven't even gotten over one death,
why take away another member?
WHY?

it's not fair Lord, it just isn't.
they're saddled with so many problems already.
why present them with more?
they're all sick, why now?

he was old, i admit that.
he's already sick, yes.
but WHY NOW?
he just lost his son, did you have to take him away now?
the family's so broken, did you have to take both of them away now?

she's so sick already Lord.
what if she gets a stroke?
he's sick as well.
what if he gets worse?
he still has to look after his mother AND his own family.
his mother's already senile.
why throw all these obstacles at them Lord.
i can't understand why at all.

my dearest Father,
i can't comprehend it at all.
death seems overwhelming.
why do they have to deal with two deaths in one week?
they just cremated one, & now there's one more.
why so near this festive season?

it just isn't fair.
it really isn't.
are You gonna take away more Lord?
they shouldn't have to deal with all this now.
they shouldn't.

why? why? why?
they're good people.
they don't deserve this, they just don't.
i can't understand this.

what have they done to get all this shit thrown at them Lord?
what?

why Father?
why, exactly?

-celestine.
11:35 PM
|