i promised mel i'd post unglam pictures of him.
well, i'm starting today.
HAHA.


sometimes i wonder what i call this frustration i feel within me.
it's a thing that brings out the widest range of emotions.
& it pisses the hell out of me.
especially when i keep trying to do everything at one go.
& yes it doesn't work at all.


i'll probably drive myself crazy soon, haha.
but you see, i always worry.
especially if i'm in charge of something.
gosh, why am i even trying to persuade myself?
i swear i'm nuts.


honestly, friend, where are you?
i haven't spoken to you in ages.
we haven't gone out since forever.
i miss late nights, crazy antics and the lepak bench.
i miss you so badly, it hurts.


why don't you cut a hole out of me.
i think that'd hurt a lot less.
we're always blowing hot and cold.
i don't like, 'cause you mean the world.

it's harder to smile when you're not around.
5:30 AM
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