i can get over this.
yeah, i can.
'cause i must either way.

it's just momentary pain & hurt.
& i'm not alone.
at the very least, i have Him.

& just 'cause of that, i can deal with the pain.
i can deal with the loss.
i'll admit that it hurts to lose my best friend.
it took me two years to get him back,
& 3 weeks for the friendship to disintegrate again.

i miss him like crap.
yet, it'll be awkward to see him.
'cause i know that i've spent two years in denial.
i can't find words to express my feelings currently.

i just know it hurts, & it's painful.
i miss you so much stick.
& i still love you. nothing can change that.
i just want you to be happy, but i can't keep neglecting myself.

if He wills it so, we'll get back together one day.
but they're right. you stopped being there a long time ago.
i gotta snap out of it & leave.
just be happy please, be happy.
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