i don't want this to end, no.
but at the same time, i'm tired of lying to myself.

hurt, pain.
i've long been subjected to the mercies of the two.
i just never thought it had to end this way.

you're important to me.
& much as you've long been my star,
i know only full well i can never measure up to people like ally & nana.

i do know that it's unhealthy.
i'm unwilling to let go, yeah.
though ultimately i will,
'cause it's all i can do.

i love you so much, it always hurts.
must i really say goodbye?

on a sidenote,
i feel strangely comforted hearing that i'm a part of them.
thankyou for accepting me.
it's been two weeks, thankyou.
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