Here's the part where I look at you & say how happy I am.
Here's also the part where I say my moods have been fluctuating.
& the part when I tell you that I feel like crying.
& that it scares me how much faster I'm drifting away from them.

It's scary when the people I've thought strong, cry.
I've seen the most cheerful people break down in tears.
Guys whom I love & respect so much break down & cry.
& for some reason, that scares me.

I need a security stronghold & not just listening to music everyday.
The things in my head are currently very jumbled up.
Last paper's tmr!
But I haven't studied much, I'm gonna fail.
FireFight. Iain, Jon.
Kevin Chow, Josh.
Cindy, Gordon, Iggy.
Jesus, Ben & Jerry's ice cream.
I said it was jumbled up.

Tell me why I should feel safe & protected.
Tell me why I'm falling.
I don't like.):
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