I'm glad I went.
I don't deny that it was weird & kinda lonely.
But my own fault for choosing not to mingle.
My social skills have recently deteriorated like crazy.

Still, Turtle aka IainTham never fails to amuse me.
I'm sorry I nicknamed you Turtle, it just seems apt.
Thankyou.(:

I think if JonChan hadn't asked me to sit with him,
I'd have gone to the back & sat there by myself.
That's how anti-social I was.
He was super funny lah.
'Huh, you're crying? Don't cry lah. Everything will be all right!'
Thankyou Jon, you kept me sane during service.

The after service part was awkward initially.
Where I stood there not knowing what to do.
Then took my bag & tried to leave, only to have JonChan asking me to stay for dinner.
& then JonChia came over & Liana.
Love muchly.

Dinner with Gordon(yay he's back), Milton, Aaron & JonChia cheered me up.
Meridian's food is an absolute joy while the others went to Little India.
Jon amuses me to no end, & yeah, I can't stay sad when he's there.
& it's just good to be around them.

Relationship with the 'rents never used to be this bad.
I wonder how it actually got to this point.
But then again, when you throw 3 stubborn & proud people together.
It's really what you'll get then.
):

I miss hearing FF live.
Hell, I miss settlers.
& I miss my cell.
I need the things that make me happy.
I need the people who make me smile.

Hello, where are you?
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