To be absolutely honest, I feel like something lacking.
I'm taking a rather long break from studying.
I kinda have had enough of it.

I should be cramming,
just like I should be panicking.
Funny thing, I'm doing neither.
I just want the weekend here.
3 more subs to go before it's all over.
3 of the hardest subs ever, & pretty heavy ones at that.
Emaths, bio & lit.
Lit terrifies me, simply 'cause I'm far from prepared.

It's quite a dull way to spend your birthday come to think of it.
Lunch with Ther & Jo.
Then ice cream at haagen daaz, however the sotong you spell it.
I never got my cake, but then again, I shouldn't bother.

Hello, you old friend.
I miss you bad.

Staring at old pictures of Godknowswhen,
I can't believe I used to look so young... & innocent.
I wonder where that naivety & innocence went.

I missed both cells this week.
It kinda makes me feel lacking, somewhat.
I really wanna head down for service.
I need some kind of spiritual something.
I can't find the exact words to describe just what.

FireFight, Whence He Came...
I'm kinda using music to retain my sanity now.
I need a long break.
I can't wait for this year to be over.
But then again, it's only May.
There's a long long way to go.

How long more till breaking point?
9:21 PM
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